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in fifteen minutes from now, that will mark exactly a year since the universe decided to really take a stab at me and just decided to keep poking.
exactly a year since my world turned upside-down, and still has yet to get back to normal.
i guess this means that it won't. i mean, if it hasn't in a year...

well i suppose i should sleep now.

( My beloved Mary Lane Haskell: )

i haven't felt this way in a year.
but it isn't the same.
and that is good, i suppose. i have learned.

but i have so much more to learn.
bring on the lessons

We must let go
To know what's right

my throat hurts like woah and i need to get better before the festival on saturday (normally i wouldn't care THAT much, but i have a solo *eek!*), so I am stealing Lissa's idea and staying home for the first three periods...

it's over, so i should be over it, right?

too bad im not.

I think I have lost my ability to think positively.

Azaleas
by Kim Chongshik

If you go away
Through with me
I will gently let you go.

I will gather
An armful of azaleas
At Yaksan, Yongbyon,
And scatter them on your path.

Tread gently
Step by step
Upon the flowers as you go.

If you go away
Through with me,
No tears I will show,
Though I perish.

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