i want CHANGE.

Social Hour at my house. Hors d'oeuvres not included.

Just got home from work. I really wanted to go out tonight, but it's not happening. So I'm going to have a glass of wine and take a nice sweet bubble bath. Sounds GREAT. Mm I really hope I go to that tequila bar next Friday though. Wow people must think I'm like an alcoholic, because I always say I want to go out and get "drunk", if you will, but ( Read more... )

I feel like I've lost my love for music. I use to be so into finding something new and downloading every album of a band to get the feel of them. Open my mind to music. I've lost that. I miss going to shows and dancing and just having a good time. I went to a show this passed saturday and it brought back so many memories. It's so hard to go to a ( Read more... )

Still getting myself organized. This weekend I'm going to pick up the bedrooms before they get real messy. I'm keeping myself busy so my normal human emotions won't think about well yeah him. Ugh it's hard, but the more we had prolonged this relationship, the more we were going to hurt each other. The sad thing is I have been feeling this way for a ( Read more... )

Even though I did not make any new year's resolutions I have come up with a list of things that I want to do for the year of 2009 ( Read more... )

HAYYYY HOOCHIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

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life is good.

Past few weeks have been nuts!Camp was amazing. And just dlsfkjdsklf so awesome! For the first two days we painted a fence and a ceiling. The old couple, Jerry and Helena, were so cute and nice. Then after we finished with that job on Tuesday, on Wednesday we teamed up with another color group because they need help painting a whole entire house. ( Read more... )

I'LL EDIT THIS LATER WITH PICTURES.so heres the break down. I pretty much celebrated my 18th like freakin' 4 times! wait no five times; haha ( Read more... )