Seriously when does the pain start to go away?  It's been 3 weeks and I'm still crying.

So i'm down like 10 lbs in less then a week because i've been so sick over Josh and I pretty much haven't ate in a week.  Yeah thats really fucken bad. The thought of food makes me nauseous, the thought of anything makes me wanna puke.   I cry so hard that I throw up.  And I'm pretty much failing school.  Man I just want my mom, and of course, they ( Read more... )

 This feeling in my stomach is awful, it's the nauseous, can't eat, heart broken type of hurt.

...  And i feel beyond worthless...

 Last night I went to the last Tiger's home game of the season.  It was incredible!!  I met my brother down there because 5 of them came from Grand Rapids.  I had a little trouble finding them but eventually I found where they parked.  They wanted me to park in the same lot so I wouldn't have to be walking alone in Detroit.  But our seats were ( Read more... )

 If I could only express what he truely means to me...

Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. There are at least 2 people in this world that you would die for. You mean the world to someone. Dont ever leave the one you love for the one you ( Read more... )

Things have been really crazy lately.  I've worked like 17 days straight, and I don't have a day off in sight until labor day weekend.  Work is going good.  On Friday we had a car show at work, from 11-2.  People from DOW and Brose also joined in because they are our 2 neighbors next to us at work.  We got free lunch, Verizon wireless came out and ( Read more... )

 
IF I KNEW

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>             If I knew it would be the last time

>             That I'd see you fall asleep,

>             I would tuck you in more tightly

>             and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

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>             If I knew it would be the last time

>             that I see you walk out the door,

>             I would give you a hug and ( Read more... )

Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Right?... How come I can't stop :(

So this is how people like to treat me ( Read more... )