You know how to make me smile when I am down

You respect me

You make time for me

You make me feel secure when you put your arms around me

You make me feel loved

You are funny and always make me laugh

You are patient with me, even when I take forever to get ready

You hug me on a bad day and make clouds seem to lift

Sick of people - no ones real
Sick of life - it simply sucks
Sick of trying - what's the point?
Sick of talking - no one listens
Sick of listening - it's all lies
Sick of thinking - just end up confused
Sick and tired - and no one cares

when i cry at night, the only thing i can think
to myself about is.. how can i seem so -----
perfectly fine in the ( Read more... )

Well things have been crazy lately.  I've been working a crazy amount every week- usually around 40 hours, then i babysit 2 nights a week for this one lady.  I have one week off from school, then spring semester starts back up on May 7th ( Read more... )

I try so hard
can't seem to get away from misery
man I try so hard

it aint my fault cuz I...
tried to get away but trouble follows me
and still I try so hard

It's like I'm taking 5 steps forward and 10 steps back, tryin to get ahead of the game,
but I can't seem to get it on track, 
I just don't know but I am out here fighting demons 
and, it's like ( Read more... )

Usually when my parents go away, they are the ones calling me and my sister all the time. Not the case this time lol. I've been pretty bored all week, i didn't work all week and i didn't have school. I think I called my mom everyday just to see what her and my dad were doing lol. Oh well. Their plane comes in Friday at midnight, if it doesn't ( Read more... )

I'm down 7 lbs since February 1st. This whole getting in shape and being healthy thing is great.

Oh yeah, I can't wait til Wednesday!!!!!!!!!!!

I love him so much, I really truely do.

I thought it was about time to update this thing ( Read more... )

So here is the shitty day that I am having. OU is only letting me take one class Winter semester... the entire situation is completely fucked up but in the end, the department head of my program or whatever, won't let me take any classes until I take this one math class. I went through the entire process of having 2 additional classes waived and ( Read more... )

Man if only I could be a little more stressed out ( Read more... )

I haven’t updated in a little while and since I’m pretty bored just sitting here at work, I thought I might as well ( Read more... )