It is 3am and i can't sleep..
or just don't want to.

Today seeing my brother really got to me.
Him laying on that bed all incapable of moving, 
and those big brown gorgeous eyes finally wide open glaring at me, and see tears fallfrom his faceand him trying to mouth to me, knowing he can't talk..it freaking kills me..and evertime i think about it, i ( Read more... )

well short update ( Read more... )

HE leaves on Wednesday, for almost four months ( Read more... )

i am in love, i swear i am.

too bad he leaves in two weeks for four months.
and i will be gone by then.

i sense depression coming along
=[

wow..so i have not updated in the LONGEST time.
lots of things have changed..
actually, they havnt.
xmas was good.
clothes, sidebags, money etc.

i am going out with gregg.
12-17-06

thursday=ice skating with gregg, tyty, jasmine, gina, carrin and maybe more people=]
should be fun.

thats it i guess.
<3

well..i am at my aunts ( Read more... )

Bradley is the most amazing boy in the world.

I am tired of having like a bajillion crushes.

And now he is my boyfriend, and i am really happy.

Almost a week=] lol

Today my mom really pissed me off, and so did paige.

like honestly, lately both of them are pissing me off, and i am geting fed up.

i cant wait to see my love tomorrow=]

<333

i have a bf.
his name is bradley.
and i like him lots.

11-27-06♥

i am on the phone with max.
he is so cool.
chyea...
yesterday was really fun, awkward at times..
went to dereks house, with louis and Janelle.
went to some place that derek works at and ate food.
then came home, just chilled at his house for awhile.
Cool kids=]

well thats it
lol.

so last night was probably one of the hardest nights i have had in a really long time. Like i could not sleep, and it killed me just thinking about how one second everything can be great, and then the next, all hell has happened.Let's just say my brother is a dumbass and fucked up his life reall bad. I knew one day, something like this was going to ( Read more... )