damnit, i thought you cared, hahaha. i feel pretty stuuupiiid. this is definetely not the best feeling in the world, but it will go away. i've done it before. wow. im dumb.

i feel like the odds are always stacked up against me. and theres nothing i can do about it. i try and put my best foot forward but it doesnt seem like its enough. i always get myself into the weirdest situations. and its hard to land on my feet getting out of them. i wanted to move forward or move on. i just dont want to move on. i try not to ( Read more... )

and you push me up to, this state of emergency, how beautiful, this stae of emergency, its where i want to be

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smile!!
i wont be waiting here forever, im not going to tell you that i really do care, that i really am sad about that, because you already know. just dont expect me to put up with it forever. because i wont.

breakingthegirls: honestly ( Read more... )

you know im such a fool for you

i was really cold and he got me socks. then he put them on my feet :)

i miss my compadre. i think me and cassandra might go to beyond analogs practice tomorrow, if she wants to. because then i wouldnt go to the show on saturday. im not even sure whats happening this saturday. or tomorrow for that matter. spring break is going by too fast. it sucks.

im really stressed out lately, and i keep worrying about g.g. they ( Read more... )

i read my horoscope everyday, but i try not to take it too seriously, but this one hit close to home:

You may be feeling a bit reserved today, dear Virgo, especially when it comes to issues involving love and romance. Follow your instincts and know that your hesitations are not unfounded. Sometimes it is good to slow down and question the road you ( Read more... )

i know things wont ever be the same now. i can feel it. it is scary and it makes me really sad. but i cant do anything about it. thats what i hate about it the most. i feel like i need control of something and to do something to acknowledge this huge change in my life that will take place. i have a good idea of what i am going to do.