I hate being in a bad mood. Because bad moods are just me being depressed. Like I hate myself for everything I do. I don't even realize that I'm such a mean whore. Then when I do realize I wish I would die. I don't understand why I suck so bad and why I can't just have friends. I'm so sick of it. You should notice sometime how much of a hypocrite I ( Read more... )

I HATE LIV JOURNAL RIGHT NOW! I just wrote a huge freakin paragraph and it erased it. So here we go again... This weekend my parent went out of town. definately awesome. But whats not awesome is that me and Jessica got in a car ccident and now Jessica has no car. poor Jessica :( I wub you ( Read more... )

Yep... so life has been pretty decent. and basically I've done nothing but work and sleep for the past like 4 days. becuase i hate working late because i go to work get home stay up for like 5 hours go to bed wake up like 3 hours before work... So i basically do absolutely nothing. Oh well stuff happens. Yep so i'm pretty bored. But I'm hanging out ( Read more... )

yep so still in school and school in summertime blows. but tomorrow is my last day. Then all i ever have to worry about is work. but that's ok because atleast when you work you get something for it: money. yay I'm mad because its been 3 days of finals and my teacher gave me and only me 3 four page papers to do. I hope she gets what she deserves in ( Read more... )

yay i made my new thingy. even though i'm never gonna have anything to say. because kyle said so. so yep. i just got my cd player put in my car and i'd like to say its pretty awesome. ummm life is basically boring. I'm going to cate's birthday party on saturday. then to her swimming part on monday. My life is filled with working. and i'm beginning ( Read more... )