I really don't understand how one person can be so clueless and so selfish ( Read more... )

yes....a good day indeed

I couldnt meditate if I wanted to...I can never shut my brain off...so many thoughts so little time ( Read more... )

sometimes I feel like I am just talking to myself...

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blah blah blah french toast............................

I have been seeing a lot of friends asking if there is anyone still here in LJ land...it does seem like a ghost town complete with trick fainting horses and tumbleweed ( Read more... )

Mystery solved...it appears that what is really said and what is heard through the batshit crazy filter are two different things...duly noted...

I sincerely apologize to anyone who got involved....this is too ridiculous for words...

...so much to say....so many things going on in my head...I cant even get the words to come out...

I wonder if I will always be an ugly duckling....

I need an elliptical and/or a recumbent bike...anyone want to part with theirs or know someone who does? Send me some info and prices if you can....=)

8 yrs ago today I lost one of the most talented, volatile, amazing, infuriating, complex, misunderstood and influential people in my life. I miss you so much dad.