this may be a good time to stop, here.

god takes care of himself, god takes care of himself, and you of you

it's weird to have a friend who is going to be killed by the government. can i just repeat what the FUCK right does any human being have to rightfully take the life of another? retribution is the most bullshit thing i have known, which proves true even in everyday life. if my mom is angry at me, and i yell back at her, the situation ends with two ( Read more... )

it's weird to me that i am so close to all of my vermont friends, but they all refuse to make any effort to make real life contact with me. everybody throws out silly facebook messages about how "i miss you so much" and "i can't wait to see you" but nobody is willing to actually work toward a more meaningful relationship with anybody else, if it ( Read more... )

now i am living in August of the year 2008, which means that i leave very soon (WHATAMIDOINGWITHMYLIFE?!>!

the pain in my face seems to not be retreating at all. i can't sleep because i can't lie down/forget about pain. i can't eat and if i don't eat i can't take the medicine that helps. i am very very unhappy in my current state. also my gum seems to be healing over my tooth, because when i bite down, i bite down on my gum! oh gee, i hate this so much ( Read more... )

i called the doctor and asked for percocet the night after they took out my teeth and he refused, so i yelled obscenities at him over the phone until he decided to give me percocet. what i have learned since then is that both percocet and vicodin make me violently ill! so that's good. anywho, now i'm overdosing on tylenol and all i can think about ( Read more... )

so this is just about as shitty as i imagined ( Read more... )

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i got to see armen today and that was very nice, he reminded me of who i am a little bit. i also baked zucchini bread and vegan chocolate chip cookies. i went grocery shopping and to food not bombs. i ate three cloves of garlic and let them marinate in my mouth for awhile, and it hurt but i think my yeast may be retreating. i hope so anyway. and ( Read more... )