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in tucson. it is cold. i love it here.

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i keep having bad feelings and bad thoughts. it really sucks.

this is serious. i can NOT find my phone. if you can help me with this situation please let me know. my home phone number is 425 338 5261. CALL ME AT HOME. I dont have ANYONE'S phone number. if i am supposed to call you, i dont have your number.

my parents are out of town for the night. my brother's got friends over. they're drinking upstairs. one of his friends keeps coming downstairs and talking to me and offering me sips of his alcohol! hehaheha ( Read more... )

sometimes when i'm by myself it's scary. other times i have dejavu(sp?) and that really scares me. i'm afraid of the dark. i'm afraid of making phone calls. most people, in general, scare me ( Read more... )

i'm watching the last samurai. i saw it in the theatre about a year ago. i love movies. i hate guns.

i am updating now. i'm supposed to be learning about music with kevin right now but i took too long to call him back. so i'm cleaning my room and reading the lj. it's good times ( Read more... )