I realized today that I'm extremely good at hiding my true feelings. People will see me walking around looking depressed, and they'll ask me if I'm ok, and I'll answer "yeah, I'm fine", but I'm not. I'm lost, I'm confused, I'm worried, I'm coming undone. There are so many problems and things that I have on my mind at one time that sometimes it gets ( Read more... )

Why do all the asshole get the girls?! Why is it that when a guy shows complete disregard for a girl's feelings, she's seems to be drawn closer to him. Why do girls always go for the assholes?! It's the fucking assholes who ruin it for every guy that is shows a genuine care for a girl, because after dating some fuck off that just tears her apart, ( Read more... )

I was thinking about this the other day, because i do stuff like that, and you know what makes me angry? what ever nut job came up with the sound 'f' in our language. Why are there so many friken, phriken, ghriken, ways to make that sound?! if you're in school, and you don't know how to spell something, and the teacher says "sound it out" and it ( Read more... )

i haven't written in this thing for a long time, idk y. whatever. tonight was homecoming, and that was a lot of fun, actually a lot more fun than i had anticipated (did i spell that right?). but i blew it, i didn't do something that i wanted/needed to do tonight, tonight was the night, no other night really works that well, and i thought i would ( Read more... )

this is sweet, all is good, i dont remember the last time i didnt have something of my own or somone else's to deal with. ahhhhh, just relaxin in my room.......i think i heard someting, good feeling gone........it was my brother, yay ( Read more... )

have you ever cried un-controllably? i just want to know. how about been a third wheel? felt like you've done something wrong, but you cant figure out what? had doubts about things that you though you had a hold on before? because im experiencing all these things, except for the first one, im crying in my mind....w/e. anyways, im not really sure ( Read more... )

i dont know why it hurts so bad, because i've never had it to lose before, and im probably being over dramatic, i have a tendency to do that, but it hurts so bad. i've kind of felt this way for a while, but it really just hit me like a ton of bricks just now. i have this feeling that i've never had before, and fankly, i hate it, i dont want to feel ( Read more... )

wow, feelings are just plain confusing, sometimes i dont even know what to think. like right now, im typing this, so obviously i can concentrate, but honestly, its hard. there are so many things messing with me right now. sometimes i just want to shout how i feel at the top of my lungs, i just need to tell someone, anyone, but when it comes down to ( Read more... )

Your Brain is 46.67% Female, 53.33% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female

You are both sensitive and savvy

Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed

But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

Your Love Style is Agape


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