It's hard to go from being the very best to being average.
It's like my sparkle got all roughed away.
Now I'm just a pebble.
Unremarkable.
Tread upon me day after day.
Ignore the muffled assertions from the muck
that I was once
a diamond.

So, my current boyfriend (of roughly 2 and a half years) was engaged before ( Read more... )

Boom! Boom! Crash! Bang!
I made it go away.
I chopped my problems to bloody bits
and went along my way

Don’t change your name, keep it the same ( Read more... )

Well, my college tried to expel me. For terrorism, FTW.

No jokes- that's exactly what it was.

My perfect record and the fact that I'm in the top 100 students at that school saved me.

Yay, being white.

I occasionally wonder it my life is a giant experiment to see if a very stable, sane person can be driven to suicide. Well, I simply won't give 'Them' the satisfaction ( Read more... )

But no.

She still wins.
I still lose.

At least she is fat-

So I've got that going for me,
and that's nice.

But she still wins...
The fat bitch.

I was always told (with a warning glare) that idle hands were the Devil's workshop. So I was good, hardworking, and vigilant. But the fools! They never warned me away from idle minds. Unchallenged. Understimulated. If idle hands are His workshop, idle minds are surely His playground. And, oh, how He frolicks in mine ( Read more... )

Don't look at what you don't want to see.
Don't search for what you don't want to know.
Don't seek out the things that make you cry.

This lesson has been learned and shared.
Now it's up to you not to be like me.

I don't think anyone is even on this damn thing anymore... I really dont know what possessed me to check it, perhaps the very fact that I knew no one reads it ( Read more... )