i am finally growing up. i control my moods. i control situtations that could get really ugly by breathing in and out slowly. the thing is that i dont care. this life is short and there is sooo much beauty! i just think of the good stuff. the stuff that makes you smile no matter how down you are... like my niece riley. she is such a beautiful ( Read more... )

 i dont want no cake on my birthday, i want my cake errrrrrrrrrrday.

ramble on

i dont understand why people with power are rude.

i dont know how much longer i can kiss ass.

i know this is good for me. stick it out.

i want to do things my way.

i i i i.

having goals suck.
that means you just have to realize the LIFE ISNT FAIR,
fucking deal with it.

drop dead gorg is hilarioussssss

thank god i get to sleep in tomorrow.

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tonight i had the talk of a lifetime. do you have one person in your life who just gets you? knows you inside out? you cant hide anything from them... even when you want to? this person happens to be the love of my life and my worst enemy. not a good combo. im finding happiness in all that i do from now on. im doing it for you baby. your so right ( Read more... )

 i am a different person.

i have grown up. i have changed my apperance. i have started a career. i have loved. i have lost. i have had to say goodbye. i have welcomed new life. i have witnessed tragedies. i have witnessed miracles. but one thing that hasn't changed...  my broken heart.

i cant seem to hold you like i want to.

we pulled too many false ( Read more... )

i hate live journals. so this is my closing statement. im offically done.
its been a great time filling you all up with wasteful updates, i do not have an interesting life. so why would all of you guys want to read about it?

have a nice day.

so this was my birthday ( Read more... )

ok so do u remember BBmak. shit they were all pretty hot and ENGLISH. awwwe shit. so i plan on doing nothing today. i work at 5. hmm lovelylovely ( Read more... )

im gonna write all the bad words i know ( Read more... )