why do u do this? why do u hug me so tight.. while i just stand there. why do u have to make it 10 times worse? think about how i feel? its always about you.. u think this is easy?

at least i can smile now without pain.. i can smile without feeling like i have to cover up something.

mr scharaga is mean. i color coded my notecards and evehting and he gave me a zero. i find that ridiculous. i decided that i am going to start a band like josie and the pussycats bc they look like they have a lot of fun. and i am jealous. so me and kyle had a fallout and it is officaly this time.. so boys come and get me. :) ashley i jsut want to ( Read more... )

like the way my heart beats so hard ( Read more... )

well last night was eventful. first to the mall, then to dave strams, then to this kid bryans house (ramen noodles(lol lumi)), then to megan dennys, then to my house with kyle. we sat infront of the fire place and talked it was nice. "doesnt the fire sound beautiful?" lol.. ya and then he farted. really cool.. not ( Read more... )

hey you fuckers.

so i lead a crazy life. .. im lying, im boaring.

its about time... i make up my mind. andddd i choose to go to david strams house.. and so that is what i am going to dooo. but first i muct go visit little mister kyle at his job at the mall.. this should be exciting..... gay. IM LYING AGIANnnnnnn. i hate the mall.

sOOooOO bitches and hoes. chinese food on a monday night at about 4:24 totally adds spunk to my life. so does caitlin harte. she adds the most spunk. 3 way whattttt? lol. dirty. sooo i dont have much to update on. but i want to say that my friends are awesome. .. and girlies .. . we are gonna all b famous one day ( Read more... )

so. the mall. worst and best place of my life. i worked for 7 hours without any food in my stomache and i got the shakes. but its okay. i made a lot of new friends like the radio shack guys with the mega-phone. lol. i was the offical flyer girl.. i walked around and promoted the 15% off sale.. its bc im the cutest girl there so haliegh choose me. ( Read more... )

i cant explain my heart ( Read more... )

well boys and girls. kyle cheated on me. i am sad ofcoarse.. but ill get over it. i knew he was lying so i set myself up for it. its just said that he is that big of a loser.. and its said that i wasted 9 months with him.. what is even sadder. is that i am still inlove with him.. but that will change ( Read more... )

i hate being 17. you never know what to think. everything is all jumbled. a simple decision like.. what to wear turns into an emotional matter. im so sick of it. grr ( Read more... )