I need to put something nice after all that yelling and cursing I did at you last night. I'm surprised you don't hate me. but see you need to be here for me to completely lose it on and not have you be mad because I have an attitude problem. when I get like that, I just need someone to take it. it helps. so you helped me. so I'm commenting to help you. and who else am I going to talk about myself to if you're 6 ft under?
so i really don't know what to say but something is better than nothing.. right?? well you know that i love you and that i can't lose you like ever ever. i'll always be here and i mean always. sorry matt you can't get rid of me no matter how hard you try. i can't say anything that hasn't already been said and nothing i say will be earth shattering so this is how i feel. i just want you to be careful and be safe. i care too much to see you gone. i can't say goodbye.... so you hang in there i have all the faith in the world in you and remember im always right here.....
You probably will not ever read this because i doubt you ever come back and look at this lj but you probably should on some random occasion when you get down and you need a little reminder about why things are the way they are... peace
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