I got great news when i got home from school this afternoon after having the WORST bus ride home... my grandmother had a heart attack this morning and shes not going to make it. I wasn't allowed to go visit her because we needed someone who could drive to stay here with my grandfather because he isn't walking all that well... my parents are there ( Read more... )

welp.. today my buick was taken off the road. I no longer have a car. I am screwed because i have morning sessions for the AP exams and they are soon and im not ready. my parents are pressuring me to get a better job that works me from the time i come home from school until god knows when.. they told me they are not going to allow me to go out at ( Read more... )

Ugh! Remember how I was so busy that I couldn't get enough sleep? Well after I took that wickedly long nap yesterday then went to bed at like 10:30 now I feel like all I need to do is sleep! I actually fell asleep in Calculus today. Something I have never done is fall asleep in school, well class at least. I'm still way too busy to be able to go to ( Read more... )

You were once
my one companion . . .
you were all
that mattered . . .
You were once
a friend then my world
was shattered . . .
Wishing you were
somehow here again . . .
wishing you were
somehow near . . .
Sometimes it seemed
if I just dreamed,
somehow you would
be here . . .
Wishing I could
hear your voice again . . .
knowing that I
never would . . .
Dreaming of you
( Read more... )

well yet again i am without a car.. i drove my civic for about an hour yesterday and i remembered that i never took it through inspection... well my appointment isnt until like next month! so i drove my beat buick skylark (piece of crap)today and i just put gas in it on friday (filled it too) and i am already out of gas and i am entirely too poor ( Read more... )

wow its been some time since my last post.. well after visiting Post U. and suffering great disappointment i went and visited my friend Liam at Messiah College. It was soooo nice there. Its a christian college but i dont mind that. I spent the weekend there in Linda's room. shes soo nice.. AND shes into horses like me! we talked all night my second ( Read more... )

please ignore the 100 spelling errors i have in that last post.. obviously i cant use a keyboard or spell properly! lol

ahh! i can't freaking believe i wasted my effort of that school! i went to karoike.. it wasnt too bad.. until the students got so drunk off their arses that they were getting violent and such.. so i told my hostess i was going for a walk.. and i went and hid in the admissions office...oh yeah im home.. and i have been home since 9 last night.. i ( Read more... )

well I'm sitting here in one of the academic buildings at Teikyo Post University.. well lets just say that this school is a major disappointment... the dorms are horrible.. the student life is SOOOOO BORING! the food is ok.. but i dont really like the people here.. the outside part of the campus is awesome... so pretty.. and thats all they show on ( Read more... )

Can I seclude myself in a box?