well I think this is my last post on live journal. Things have happened and i don't feel the need to post anything anymore.

I'm Smiling! Today is a good day! I don't feel like elaborating. It's just too good to share. I wanna keep it all to myself! But I will say that I'm going to State Teen Arts Tomorrow. :)

was very scattered lol...the rabbits aren't too bad actually.. but ours got moldy yesterday so we got rid of it (WAY AWESOME!)...last Thursday was our Spring Concert.. it went well.. A LOT better than it was looking like it was going to be...I was talking to Kelby about it on Wednesday and she sais that she and he mother might come and see it.. ( Read more... )

Well... Monday was the day... the day when I thought someone was coming back to NJ... not sure if I was right, but 2 people have said that I was. well, I wish that I didn't know I was right and that I was still wondering if they were back.. 'cause now I feel like it's eating me up inside. Can I just go live in a hole in the middle of the dessert? ( Read more... )

well.. i was going through some old memories for heather today and i found pictures of me during 42nd street.. my goodness was my hair short.. but wait MY DRESS WAS SHORTER! i never really realized how incredibly slutty that costume was.. i mean i do remember refusing to come out of the dressing room but wow it was bad...oh and then i got to ones ( Read more... )

well.. I have been trying to find someone that I would have a good time with at Prom. The thing is. I can't find anyone. My sights are set on one person. and IT'S IMPOSSIBLE!!! My peerleadership people keep telling me to go for it,, but they don't understand... I Can't! oh well. Am I ever in a situation. Kira set me up on this blind date because ( Read more... )

WOW very mixed up. lol I had my mom mom's funeral on Thursday. That was sad but everyone seems to feel a little better now. I had a Bio quiz and i did AWESOME! for the first time in a while. My calc grade and my Bio grade are the same. 77. WOW how could they be that low.. its like i dont do anything. I think its because my test and quiz grades were ( Read more... )

I just got home from work at The Toadfish. IT WAS AWESOME! Things have really gotten better. I work again on Saturday at 4:00. Busy night, good money for me! Welp I Have Calc tomorrow at 6:00 am so I'm going to bed.

Well it turns out that my grand mom never should have died.. oh yeah she passed yesterday at 3:15. She went into the ER for back pain at 4:30 friday morning. well the doctors at the new regional medical center thought she was an overdose patient so they treated her for that BEFORE checking to see what other types of medications she was on. Well she ( Read more... )

despite everything thats going on right now.. Im happy... Really happy.. and I have no clue why. I should be sad at the fact the my grandmom is hanging on to life with machines... and I am.. but I am so happy at the moment... I think its because the AP practice exam for Calculus went rather erll today.. i only got a few stupid points taken off here ( Read more... )