feeling very disconnected

dreamt i had your baby. you didn't care. i named her beverly.
somehow i felt an inchling of that motherhood happiness for a moment. 
that dream changed my life. i want to have children someday. 

SHY SIX UNITS TO TRANSFER THIS FALL, COOOL
looks like i'll be the queen of retail for another year, TIME TO GET MY AA LOL & I WORK AT AA

honestly i don't think i'm going to get in to this school ( Read more... )

rocked my finals, out of school, hopefully transferring, getting promotion & a raise? 
f yeah

i'm not very superstitious but i hope i'm not jinxing this

!!!!!!

and then i have to do like 3 assignments to get credit for a polysci class
and then I'M DONE WITH CSM
assuming sjsu will still take me
i'm not getting too excited about transferring
just in case there's some freak reason why they don't end up taking me

OH AND I'M

*interested*

& APPARENTLY

*interesting*

momma's gone for a couple of nights so i get to walk around in my underwear

 i love my job, i don't want to let go.

so much going on and i wonder if my plans really pull through this time 

submerging myself into ~fashion ( Read more... )