Yesterday at work the doctors blocked off about 3 and 1/2 hrs of the schedule, took us all out to lunch at a Mexican restaurant down the street and then gave us each $150 to spend on ourselves in 1 hour at the mall! We had to spend it all, and we had to spend it only on ourselves. It was such a nice gesture and such a wonderful thing. We all had so ( Read more... )

I've a strange feeling with regard to you. As if I had a string somewhere under my left ribs, tightly knotted to a similar string in you. And if you were to leave, I'm afraid that cord of communion would snap... and I've a notion that I'd take to bleeding inwardly. As for you, you'd forget me."

Just watched Oprah's farewell episode. I am going to miss that queen of the world. I have been watching her with my mom since I can remember! Her show is one year older than I have been ALIVE. She will always be groundbreaking and she taught me so much. No matter how cheesy that sounds or how many people say that she really did. And she saved me.. ( Read more... )

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             There are so many terrible things happening in the world right now... egypt, libya, syria, yemen... the tsunami, quakes and subsequent radiation levels in japan, flooding in california, rising gas prices. Natural disasters are only going to get worse and worse and it's very scary :( I don't know it's hard to constantly hear about these ( Read more... )

I feel like im being pushed away. And I am actually in all seriousness oblivious to the reason.

               I thought it might be therapeutic to write. My life has changed so much since some of my last entries. I no longer live with Eric, and living with him was one of the hardest times of my life. I have never been that low, or felt that terrible about myself. I have never had someone make me feel the way he made me feel. Like I was ( Read more... )

i refuse to marry anyone less than the best man i've ever known.

I never knew perfection till i heard you speak ( Read more... )

there was a rose on my windshield when i woke up this morning! WHAT WHEN WHERE HOW.
it doesn't really matter though, because i know its not from the person I want it to be from.
sooo ALL FOR NAUGHT.