Why

May 28, 2005 02:02

why cant this broken heart of mine heal, why are these scars so deep, why is it when ever anyone mentions your name i think back to all the happy times we had together, why can i never think how much you hurt me? why..... these deep scars have digged into my soul the hardest these last few nights, especialy tonight i dont knowic i fan handle it ( Read more... )

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home19 May 29 2005, 21:00:38 UTC
mark, buddy you should know as well as anyone that no one can tell you what to do. I understand when some one mentions her name that all that comes back is good. it happens to me. everyone say it is easier to remember the bad then the good then so why do we remember the good instead on the bad. And if you pull the trigger i will bring you back to life a kick your ass. you mean alot to people eventhough the my not express it.and you mean alot to me. you've alway been there for me and you helped me alot when it came to deidre. you made sure that i was thinking clearly before i when a did something stupid. for me you were only one i could talk to because you were the only one that uderstood. thing will get better just hold out for less then a month. and scars are there and deep to constanly remind us that we are human, and that human nature suck and that what we went through to get those scares are the happiest memories that we have. dont give up and hold on thing will get better. Talk to you later and just remember you can always call ( ... )

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bad_luck_betty May 30 2005, 09:10:07 UTC
forget her she hurt you. she doesn't love you anymore, the things you did to her, have hurt her too. she thinks about the pain so much she wants to die, she has for about a year. she hates what you've done to her. but she forgives you and tries to be friends with you. life is not against you, people are not against you, you need to realize that you have to do things for yourself, not everyone else, you create your own evil, inside you it manifests, you need to let go of the evil, the pain, the past....why do you remember the good times and feel pain? if they were good you should be happy you had the chance to have them, and move on. she still cares about you and if you died she would care, she wouldn't die physically but what is left of the life she has held on to would fall away. she would feel nothing. trust me the pain she is feeling is far beyond any pain you have ever felt.....

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mobious_lost May 30 2005, 20:27:03 UTC
well, nice to meet you, may i ask your name tho plz, i dont mind comments, but ide rather if a person has an comment that they have the respect to put a name to it. ok and ya there was lots of alchohol injested that night, and everything comes out, and i really wasnt talking about katie. i dont have a problem with her atm, im glad that we can be friends, and we can talk again. the girl i was talking about was Amber... the girl from vegas. well nice to meet you

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