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Summer of love
came to an end much too soon for this humble person. Long awaited was this summer which might have lead to a wonderful transition onto a newly built highway heading into a beautiful new direction. Unfortunately the construction on this new highway came to an abrupt halt. Over budget and past deadlines it quickly turned into a short detour from the ( Read more... ) -
i figured it was time
To let some of this out of me. I have been through a lot for the short time I've been on this earth but the suprizing thing is many of my closest friends do not even know it. In high school I lost one of my friends. I'm sure I will come off as a complete asshole, but, I can't even remember his name. I remember where he lived, our mutual friends, ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
"A Girl Named Hope"
She abandoned me left out in the cold
No suprises I guess that's how it goes
Sits across from me in a booth in this dive
I contemplate how much more I can survive
But- I'm alive so I should be content
Then tell why the hell my whole world is bent
I was send to make and frustrate the population
Inbetween the alcohol and the ( Read more... ) -
2:30am yet again...
Not sure why but it seems I usually blog when I'm depressed. Weird, yes I know. But hey, thats the way it goes I guess. Don't really have much to say, which is a good thing. Not like anyone reads this damn thing anyway. Slug has been playing for the last 4 hours or so. I'm rocking the hell out of it. That is all ( Read more... ) -
Further realiztion
I met up with Julianna the other night at Starbucks. We hung out for a while, caught up on life and talked about our recent relationships. Being a physiology major, I told her about my recent revelation that is listed below. Come to find out, that is a major sign of depression. Great, just great. So now I’m a depressed alcoholic. This is wonderful ( Read more... ) -
Screwdrivers stuck in side your head...
Many things have changed in the past months. First and for most my relationship situation is still as messed up as ever. Shelley came down here for about two months, over the summer. She's back in Virginia now, doing really good it seems. I'm so happy for her. I've been talking to another ex-girlfriend, Julianna. She has made some major changes in ( Read more... ) -
Productive!
Well, today was pretty productive. Went to class and wrote an essay. My professor flipped. She loved it. haha. After class I went by the bank, stopped by the house for a bit, mailed off my bills, and then headed to work. After work I went running at Shelby Farms. First time in God knows how long. I couldn't run the entire 3mile track without ( Read more... ) -
Work work.
Well, its 1:37am and I'm sitting at work bored as shit. Ring Ring.... Just a min my cell is ringing. Ok, back. Yay, it was my wonderful girlfriend Shelley telling me goodnight. =) But now I'm bored again. 8hours of sitting in an office by myself. la la la. Hopefully my car will start when I go to leave. umm. Well alright. I'm really tired so I'm ( Read more... ) -
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Tonight was so horrible. I've been in the worst mood.
I've also been working on my sociology project. It's almost done I just need to run to Kinko's and copy these DVD covers and put them in the packet. I guess I'll go do that now, since it is after 12am and this thing is due at 8:30am. blah -
Gah! So much freaken school work.
Man. I've got so much crap to do. I seriously don't feel like doing a damn thing. Ok, time for a list ( Read more... )