There are times when you just want to be left alone and you can not spill out the words that in your head you are screaming. Its like the world around you is spinning so drastically that your mind is warping into a frenzy that you are not able to sort out. This feeling of despair, anxiety, and more that will leave even the strongest fallen. As ( Read more... )

I have a tendency to constantly delete my old entries. I remember having over 30 pages of entries up until recently. I have had this thing since high school. I sometimes forget about it now ( Read more... )

Well it's been awhile since I actually wrote on here. It's now ending the fall semester of my junior year at WMU. It's been a really tough semester, and I'm so scared to see how everything will turn out. My grades are doing bad because of issues with him, health, anxiety, and bad teacher. Everything is just against me right now. It sounds ( Read more... )

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It's been awhile. I was diagnosed with anemia and hypoglycemia. Yeaaaaa....I am ready to be back in kzoo. I hate being at home (my mom's house).

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AHH GOD I HATE TOOO MUCH YESTURDAY!!!! MY TUMMY HURTS BEYOND BELIEF!!! anyways...i'm not in skool today, no didnt go i'm blah..DAMN PIZZIA!!!!! well today's a good day hopefully, besides it being fat tuesday!!! MMM... JUNK FOOD...which bites b/c i cant eat it today...haha..at least i'm not doing the lent crap...well 2day is 7months with my honey ( Read more... )

Let me fall into a restful peace, for i am not able to compete. My death will equal pleasure for all of those who i thought were very close. i cant take the world no more, my final breath is coming to an end. for i am unwanted in this lonely world, i'll never be able to make anyone happy, not even if i tried. so why should i continue with this ( Read more... )