my best friend is completely ignoring me. I have no idea what I did wrong. The friends I just barely met think I'm some party girl, which I'm not. I just made a bad decision to drink too much over the weekend. yeah, I know, it's 100% my fault and I totally admit it. I have regrets. and, I don't know how to deal with my life. It's only the 1st real ( Read more... )

Yesterday, I had a bit of drama with my apartment mate and I don't know if it'll be awkward now. I feel like it will. I haven't seen/talked to her since last night because I felt so bad and was avoiding her and I wanted to reflect on what I did. I had to bother my dad and my brother, so I already felt extremely sad/horrible. I don't know. I heard ( Read more... )

I went on July 4th and 5th. It was very fun, but very exhausting, too. I'm taking a summer class at my college, so I had to go to school on the morning of the fifth, so I arrived really late to AX and missed out on a lot of panels and events, sadly. I am horrible with buses. I went on the wrong bus the first day and didn't realize it after a long ( Read more... )

It's finals week, aaaaaahhhhhhhh. I've been so stressed that I haven't gotten much sleep. I've also been eating tons of junk food because I'm too lazy to cook food and I always get intense cravings at this time of the quarter. I'm envious of my roommate that isn't even studying. she's a non-science major, so she only has to write essays and stuff. ( Read more... )

I have midterms and quizzes coming up this week and next week, so I've been lazy in cooking at my apartment. so I hardly have worthy food to eat. I get hungry while staying up late to study,so I mindlessly munch on snacks. I eat a ridiculous amount of chips when I study. I think I ate a whole bag of new chips for lunch one time. I am disgusted with ( Read more... )

Gosh, I've been nothing, but a ball of negative energy on this journal, but this journal is my outlet since no one I know, knows of this journal. I've been in a negative mood lately even though I had 3-day weekend of fun with my close friend last week. we went outside to have fun the whole day each day. so I don't know what happened to my mood. ( Read more... )

My time at my university is slowly dwindling down. I'm almost going to finish my 3rd year and be a 4th year next year. I am planning on finishing in 4 years, but I am 99% unsure of my plans for the future. I am nervous beyond belief. I have a small idea, but I don't know if I will be able to or if it would make a difference. I just don't want to ( Read more... )

Chúc Mừng Năm Mới! (Happy New Year in Vietnamese) It is the year of the snake. May this year be prosperous.

It is 2013. I hope it will be better than 2012, but I have to put more effort into it.

Honestly, this year really sucked. Probably due to my bad decisions.

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