oh my goodness...i vowed to never use livejournal again...but i am soo freaking bored out here in chesapeake that i could die ( Read more... )

another sleepless night.

Im not going to do it anymore. Waiting is just too hard for me. Its slowly killing me..its all i think about. my grades are going down, im overeating or just plain not eating, my relationships with my family are falling apart, my friendships are suffering. My relationship with God is suffering. Im not as happy as i used to be. Im crying myself to ( Read more... )

yea so i haven't written in a while. this weekend was absolutely amazing. i really needed this weekend. earlier in the week i was going through some really tough times. a lot of crying and  remembering a lot of stuff from my past that i dont want to remember. but you know i just cant not deal with it. its eating me alive. i just wish it would go ( Read more... )

ok..havent udated in a while..mostly because my computer decided to be really gay..some because my life hasnt really been that interesting ( Read more... )

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/ten favourite movies.10.dumb and dumber09.breakfast club08.lion king07.finding nemo06.napoleon dynamite05.dirty dancing 104.dirty dancing havana nights03.west side story02.sound of music01.say anything/nine favourite people.09.abby08.wes07.ben06.margot05.will04. ( Read more... )

ok so yea..my computer is gay.

leave me comments..or die..

seriously.

yes everyone..i ate glue as a child.

kirb- i love you! im here for you if you need me! mwah.

leave me a comment or die.

just leave me a comment please

I heard a voice through the dischord
of a deluge of passers-by.
I saw one gaze frozen in time
watching me passing by.
I swear I'll know your face in the crowd,
and I'll hear your voice so loud
when you're whispering...

Hey unfaithful I will teach you
to be stronger, to be stronger.
Hey ungraceful I will teach you
to fogive one another.

Here's my ( Read more... )