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i don't really know why. everything is just weighing on me & i have no tolerance for stress. three days til there's a new roommate & nothing has been done. don't even know which room to put him in. my house is infested with flies because there is so much filth. i have a ridiculous amount of things & nowhere to put them which will be worse without ( Read more... )

today i got some thing about frequent flier miles i the mail & i feel pretty stupid for not using air travel as my preferred means of long distance travel. all you have to do is get real fucked up, hop on a plane, fall asleep & you're there for cheaper (at least currently) & faster than any other way! i should have been flying all along & then i'd ( Read more... )

guess who won! i called the girl that we scheduled for sunday & she just said "... well, do you mind working today?" i reluctantly replied, "no, but... i was kind of hoping i didn't have to." nicest girl ever, she almost happily replied that she would do it! i feel a bit bad for using the Power of Manipulation but sometimes i suppose it's necessary ( Read more... )

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i had this. where did it go? so creepy but her voice was so SOOTHING.

wish i remembered how to write about my emotions a bit though. my writing just reads like a list now.

i've been having really bizarre & vivid dreams lately. one involved me being accused of a murder i don't think i committed, but somehow i ended up with the finger of the victim. i think i've been watching too much law & order. my mom was consulting with lawyer friends but was supposed to keep it quiet about me being a suspect in the murder. she ( Read more... )

"you're not even gonna give that seat to the gimp?" L at a bonfire about a boy who broke his leg ( Read more... )

swore all day yesterday we wouldn't go out last night, but that became impossible upon leaving work because our next door neighbours were having a party in the middle of the street & we couldn't not go. there would be no way to get home without them noticing. then it was, "we can't go to the bar," followed by, "well, we have the check book, we ( Read more... )

she says please stay a while, like ice cream floats & dreams. & i will fill your heart with boats & bells & beans & candy appled everythings

i need to paste your skin around the mailbox & hold the postman in your smile