i was facebooking my general highschool grad class out of nostalgia and i see page after page of memories, moments, life, flashing before me. i see my chances of getting the alumni service corps position just dropping away. part of me is glad too. thats the sick part. somereason i want this, bad. and yet, some reason, i could give not a shite about ( Read more... )

i was flipping through the internet in an effort to avoid reading and briefing cases (my how time changes one, doesn't it? i remember when i loved briefing cases and formulating the principles that drove the answers. i remember how exciting that all used to be, and now, now i cant stand it....) and i stumbled upon a friend of mine's blog and there ( Read more... )

i get it now, i get it; it's all disappointing and that , i think, is the worst part. nothing is wrong; its just that nothing is what it promised to be and that makes me sad. sme same same humdrum sameness. work work work comes in varying shades and needs, but its all the same work; keeping your head above water; being solid; being flexible. ( Read more... )

but what on earth can i say? nothing has happened. i went to target with alisa yesterday and we looked at some stuff to complete her wedding list. went to szzler for dinner. o man, i forgot how good fried food was, especially onion rings! i pretty much just ate onion rings for diner with a side of cheese potato wedges and soft serve iceream with ( Read more... )

i finished "the portrait of a lady" today. it was just, well, not quite as good as i thought it should be. tonight i am not sure what is on the agenda. i have been running alot lately, no not because i am crazy obessive, but because the weather has been gorgeous! i swear, the sun has been out, the weather has been warm and there has been a cooling ( Read more... )

i was not updating so much anymore because i only ever could find the time to do that at work and until today i could not get the lJ site to show up properly. then i tried to load it using safari [on the macs we have at the desks] and it all clicked; i hope this means i will be able to update more, and more frequently. not much has been going on ( Read more... )

im back at work after a two week vacation and its funny how one doesnt really understand how much one misses something until they come back to it. i love the people i work with, i love my job, i love SF even if it is a different life than the one i have been leading for a year. its all somethng else but its something i love. i have so much real ( Read more... )

today i was beeped at like the cheap whore that i am, not once, but twice as i was running through my neighborhood. i am assuming they were people i knew or else i should have followed the cars and maybe picked up an extra buck for hawaii ( Read more... )

well, thats not true, as it has done nothing but rain since i got home. also, the people are not exactly known for said dispositions. for example, the only place to change my ppounds into dollars is the airport. so i hike my way all the way back down there and what on earth should i learn but that the BDC is not open until, get this, NOON! effing ( Read more... )

i think i am in denial about the whole leavig oxford, coming wedding then reality thing. there is so much i need to catch up on here, think LSAT Prep COurs, LSAT, GRE book, GRE, applications following said tests, job-hunting and general life planning that i cant really take the time to look back at this moment and mourn. in fact, at this point, i ( Read more... )