Do what you love. Fuck everything else.

[moderate_sarah]

so it's almost midnight on a thursday, i'm drunk and exhausted but i cannot fall asleep. i just watched 4 episodes of home movies, 7 of my name is earl...that's alot of time wasted. alot of wasted time. like the skid row song, except it's tv instead of the drugs

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[ontheqt]

sarah-
here's the deal and I'm going to be outright straight with you-

wa wa wa.
the hurdles you see before you only appear there if you let them.

it's what december?
the janurary session doesn't start until what-the late teens?
im guessing you have a good paying job?

so ok, you gotta do a lot of tests..well boo hoo.
edison didn't invent the lightbulb after one try.
that dude(and everyone who worked at his lab)failed more than 10,000 times.
but he did it.
the only one that can improve your life is you.

[suedestyle]

I really have to agree on this one, Sarah. Maybe not in the same "stop feeling sorry for yourself" manner, but thats cause I'm a total wuss and would never have the balls to tell you that. But the point is valid..sometimes you have to put in some grunt work before you can reap the rewards. I'm trying to do the same thing myself with my RVT course..Get my ass in there and worry about it later. But I will also say..It's so much easier said than done.. And I, like you, have a hard time motivating myself when I know I am going to have to do shit-ass testing and basically spend a years worth of tuition on crap classes just so that I can start taking the courses I need to become licensed. So I do feel your pain there.

As for that leg, young lady(ok, you're barely 3 years younger..but humour me)..Exposed fatty tissue, open gaping wounds?...not cool. thats all I'll say, cause I dont want to be "that guy". But it does sound pretty bad, and I do wish you'd take some steps to help it heal.

I gots nuthin but love for ya, hun.

[suedestyle]

Oh and I TOTALLY dream about going back to HS knowing everything I do now..I wish I could be the Me now..then.

Did that make sense?

[ontheqt]

im in total agreement with the motivation thing.

but when you got no other choice..you gotta suck it up and get it done.

[moderate_sarah]

i never said i wasn't going to do it. i said i can't do it right now. it's a disappointing setback, and reminds me of why i intensely dislike the junior college i will have to go to. but i never said i'm not going to give it a shot. SIMMER DOWN, YA'LL!!!

[lollie29]

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