i am the forgotten one.

This week has been fucking stupid!!!

I work really hard, but seem to get nowhere. Everywhere I turn I feel like I'm being attacked. I'm sick of the bullshit. I feel useless and pathetic. Really just need to feel like I belong somewhere...

Too many things to think about. 'The future' is so much closer than it used to be. Planning and finances are going to be a problem. I'm pretty certain that Reeta and I are going to have to pay for the wedding ourselves.I'm sure my parents would help if they could. However, my father no longer has a job and my mother is only able to find part time ( Read more... )

I proposed to Reeta tuesday night! I was so nervous, I could barely speak! lol

She said, "YES!" Totally going to marry the hell out of that woman! haha!

I did something really awesome today!!! GO MEEE!!!!!

Digging my new job, so far! Yay for me!!!

I'm so nervous. About to go to work and give Walmart my two week notice. It's frightening b/c I've worked for this company for 5 years.

lately i've been feeling left out and neglected. i work when everybody else gets to go out and have fun. where's my fun? i want to hang out and drink, too. but no, i work at night. i still hate my job(maybe even more than i did before). financial problems keep piling up. i don't feel very appreciated for all the stuff i do. the list goes on ( Read more... )

I've been having some problems adjusting to my new job. most of the people I work with are complete assholes. Nobody seems to give a fuck about anything and I feel completely alone at that store. I miss my old store. They never treated me with such disrespect. I've never dreaded going to work so much in my life. Maybe I'm whining too much, but that ( Read more... )