LAME. Whatever, man. It's done. I'm over it. Just a minor setback.

Trying to look on the bright side. Everthing will be okay.

I'm sick of being lonely all the time.

I just don't know what to do anymore. I give up.

Well, I was supposed to go play paintball with some folks, but not enough people could go. So, I'm stuck at home. I went for a walk, played some music, and cleaned a little. Guess I'll go watch Heroes or something...

Feeling down. Just not feeling very loved. Underappreciated. Stressed. Tired. Worried. Full of self-doubt. Need encouragment, hugs, kindness, and laughter.

I don't know why I even try anymore. It doesn't make a difference. I give up.

ugh...
Feeling unhappy today. don't know what's wrong. Just in a bad mood, I guess...

Ugh... I've been feeling odd this week. I probably just need to be back on my meds. I'll try to get my prescription refilled today. Although, I'm not sure I'll be able to afford it, now that I don't have insurance. Life is just seeming kind of blegh... I just can't seem to win/get ahead, no matter how hard I try. I keep stressing about things that ( Read more... )

WTF is wrong with me? I haven't been able to stay in a good mood. Having trouble sleeping. When i do sleep, it's interupted by horrifying dreams...

I guess life just has me down...

So, I went to the Natchez trace this afternoon to skate. Did great, until the return trip. Halfway back to where I was parked, I had an accident. I was going top speed downhill when all of a sudden, one of my front wheels came off!!! I was able to crash in the grass, to sustain the least possible amount of injury. I was very lucky. Very glad I had ( Read more... )