well... win, lose or draw- its been fun. i got a couple interviews this week for jobs that wont make me self sufficient but will at least keep rent paid up.  anythings better than being homeless right now. mom cant take me in and neither can dad. good times. Jeezy was right. "it's a recession; E'rebody broke!".

well... no job yet. $300 in the bank. $400 rent due june 1st.  $500 in other misc. bills due as well... electric and phone hasnt been paid this month.

I'm lonely too. What the hell went wrong?

I hate my life and wish there were something/someone that could make me not hate it.

I think I've ruined everything and may be starting from scratch very

Met a girl in a bar. She was really friendly and didn't run away or call the cops when I told her I was gonna stuff her in my trunk. We drove to the beach at 2am. got there at 4:30am. It rained a lot so we came back. when we got back home it was sunny and warm. wtf ( Read more... )

"Cain murdered Abel, and blood cried out from the ground- a story so sad that even God took notice of it. Maybe it was not the sadness of the story, since worse things have happened every minute since that day, but its novelty that He found striking. In the newness of the world God was a young man, and grew indignant over the slightest things. In ( Read more... )

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Being single is dumb and I hate it ( Read more... )

Got me some interviews. Going back to retail. Office jobs are NOT for me. I miss human interaction. I'd rather fold clothes than file paper ( Read more... )

some asshole dumped 5 in of snow here. the entire city stopped. everything closed. 400 reported traffic accidents. wtf. I woke up at 9:30am, layed in bed til 1 and then got up, made omlettes and biscuits then went out for a bit. came home, drank a pint of really really strong beer and watched john wayne movies with some friends. now its bedtime. my ( Read more... )

Laid off.
$700 in car repairs.
Complicated relationships.
Confusion.
Change of priorities.
Dating.
Alcohol Alcohol Alcohol.
Lies.
Job Hunt.

Busy week.

We live on caffeine and nicotine ( Read more... )