Im burning out ( Read more... )

well i havent been here in foreva...for eva eva ( Read more... )

thats it. i give up. my mom is going to kill me. but maybe i can get off. hmmmm.

gaah.

at least school starts tommorow. that'll keep me busy.

i hate being at home because all i can concentrate on is the past, the potential of the future. i have nothing here anymore. i mean, i have my friends whom i love dearly but a life? not so much. and it gets worse and worse every day, being in this town and knowing i fucked things up and that i couldn't have stopped it. why can't i let things lie. ( Read more... )

of all the stupid, immature asshole things to do. and what upsets me the most about it? the fact that im so bothered by it. i shouldn't be. i should be over it and on with my life ( Read more... )

Everyone is leaving so soon. im quite upset about it. Im stuck here until the 20th. GRRR i want to go back and start my new classes and be independent again. Im supposed to be getting my car but its gotten so stupid and complicated now. i want to kill myself about that issue. If i want the blue granite metalic color i have to wait until the 26th ( Read more... )

I have been quarenteened. not that i can spell or anything. New years sucked. why? oh thats right. i was stuck at home...with head lice. of course i get it now. when im 18. never before, you know, at the regular ages of 8 and so. nooo it had to be when i actually could go do things. Stupid younger cousins. this is why im never playing with them ( Read more... )

Confused. Lost.

And i wonder. and i hope not.

i wish it was more simple. some things just arent meant to be explained.

May Angels Lead You In

i look outside at about midnight, and see about 100 people playing in the snow. looks like a great idea so i joined in. for the next hour and a half proceeded to have a snowball fight with everyone in sight, get tackled, hugs, talk, ect. AMAZING. half way through there must have been like 200 people around me. then people from other dorms in other ( Read more... )

thats right people. its snowing here. and my gov't class got canceled. and if it continues to snow tommorow, my classes tommorow might get canceled!!! wheeeeeeeeee so exciting ( Read more... )