the best part of college is being able to waltz into my dorm room at 5:29 with no questions asked, only my roommate saying she just went to bed. and then her laughing at me.

its been a good morning so far. :)

So today DJ and i officially broke up. as in no open relationship, no just dating other people but still together. just friends now. and its good because we would never see each other and we can never talk. and i need someone who can pay attention to me. But it went well, i dont regret it (so far) and i hope we'll stay friends ( Read more... )

I GET TO SEE FRANNIE TOMMOROW!!!

im sooo excited!!!!

it was beautiful outside ( Read more... )

and then i called.
- it wasn't as easy as i thought it would be.
so it ended quickly and not the way i wanted.
and it was uncomfortable and it hurts.

i dont think it will ever be the same.

Yesterday was fun ( Read more... )

and just when things were getting good...

i haven't cried this much in forever.

i love to fuck things up.

You know whats really contagious?

A big old smile....

i was walking today back from class listening to my ipod and one girl smiled at me. which made me smile. then i smiled at someone i passed by...who smiled back. and hopefully the chain continued. life is going well.

today was an excellent day. finally ( Read more... )

i sometimes wonder if existing is worth it?

shouldn't i like myself?