I Love the feeling of being Hated by all.

Im really upset tonight, nothing went wrong.. no one ditched me; i actually ditched them and thats becoming more and more often. I think i just need to get away asap. truth is i dont know what to do... do i take all these roadblocks as signs and find another way out or do i keep trying and force the unforcible, i should probably go wtite or read ( Read more... )

And yet im still filled with this violent rage... and at the same time i love/hate her with everything in me.

I wish I could move out... I cannot get out of here fast enough.

Just thought youd like to know...
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HARD.

Ive turned into that kid you make fun of after high school who hasnt really done anything. i see the military as a better idea everyday, ill be stuck in el cajon like that rest of the meth head fucks you see everywhere. im going to start running here really soon. Either way I see it... im just in that boat that know has fun yet ( Read more... )

im sadder than ive ever been.. and i dont think the sharpest razor with fix this one.
no one reads this shit its just for me... just for my words.
my hearts been broken twice this week..
other than all the other insecurites which are begining to consume
my life is no bueno...im getting to that point again

I realize i say this repeatedly however it is very true. Fuck MY life.

i would like to put that out there and say its sad myown family doesnt respect me or my things and that im going to take up the unemployed and unloved route for my life.

p.s. for you and your "love"

Fuck your life.