So I got a surprise birthday party. whoot whoot. Then I went out with the ni(c)ks. that was fun too. And then my mom broke her ankle... not fun. Ive been sober too long. That needs fixing... um. I think thats all.

I'm going to run.

Dont pretend to chase me.

I am really proud of myself today.

but the fact that he didnt remember... is really starting to bother me.

(x) been drunk ( Read more... )

I slightly tired i have been babysitting for... 12 hours now and the last brat of four wont sleep so were are watching TV. im on the searcg for a job. i had a really good conversation with a friend last night and he told me alot of things i needed to hear, things someone should of told me a long time ago, im not who i used to be and im not who i ( Read more... )

I had a good day... until I got a phone call. Someone hates me and wants me to die.. oh vell. all i can say is im sorry, and some day your dream will come true. anyways... my bday is on:

March 15th...

dont forget. i want it to work out, and i want to be understood. i want us to all be happy.

Because he is no where else to be found.

um.. came home early from school today. yey. put screaming music in, went outside got a tan and everything is better now.
talk about a let down... i have no self esteem. i dont know how to fix it. i think if i stopped eating and tanned and blah blah, itd be better. that sounds like a good plan.
I lack "personality"

I'm Hurricane.

P.S. I'd make an AWeSOME porn star.

Im babysitting... but the kids are sleeping. Its sunday night and im about to go emo... or kill something. dont get im my way, i want to turn around SO bad, i want someone to put a map in front of me and tell me where to go, or how to get there at least. this is so fucking hard... i just dont get it. the dog is trowing up.. or having bad dream... ( Read more... )