'I'm gonna be here for you baby... I want to sleep with you forever and I want to die in your arms... I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you...'

I haven't updated all year. Woah. I think I began a few entries and decided not to for numerous reasons. I hate writing about how bad my life is... even if it is pretty easy. At least I have a topic that ( Read more... )

'So far away- doesn't anybody stay in one place anymore?...'

I LOATHE being alone these days... I end up staying up way too late and crying my dreary ass to sleep. This has got to end at some point.

I'm so tired of falling for the wrong ones. I'm so tired of feeling like I am running for miles and miles on empty and getting absolutely nothing for ( Read more... )

'...I've tried to make you love me, you've tried to find the spark...the loneliness within me takes a heavy toll. 'Cause it burns as slow as whiskey through an empty, aching soul. And the night is like a dagger- long, and cold, and sharp- as I sit here on the front steps blowing smoke rings in the dark. I know I must be going, 'cause love is ( Read more... )

'Closing time- open all the doors and let you out into the world...'

That song will forever resemble the nights that I have spent with some of the most wonderful, and inspiring people I have ever had grace my life. I have learned from them all. So much in common, it seems, yet we are all so different. We each have seen the bright side of the road ( Read more... )

'...its a damn cold night, trying to figure out this life. Won't you take me by the hand, take me somewhere new?... I'm with you... Why is everything so confusing? '

It's 5am. What am I still doing up? What do you think? I was on the phone. Again. Why do I do these things to myself? Why do I constantly set myself up for let-downs and heartaches? I ( Read more... )

'I got a funny feeling the moment your lips touched mine. Something shot right through me- my heart skipped a beat in time. There's a different feel about you tonight- its got me thinking lots of crazy things.. You shouldn't kiss me like this, unless you mean it like that, 'cause I just close my eyes and won't know where I am at... They're all ( Read more... )

'...From the battery to the gallery- its the kind of thing you only see in a scented, glossy magazine...'

"Of the genius waitress, I now sing.

Of hidden knowledge, buried ambition, and secret
sonnets scribbled on cocktail napkins; of aching
arches, ranting cooks, condescending patrons, and eyes
diverted from ancient Greece to ancient grease; of
burns ( Read more... )

'Back to you, it always comes back, back to you. I try to forget you. I try to stay away, but its too late. Over you, I'm never over you. There's something about you. Its just the way you move, the way you move me... Forgive me, love. I can't turn and walk away...'

I'm so lost in this life! You think that you've finally gotten your head above the ( Read more... )

'...some days all I do is watch the sky. I think I could use a little break...'

I had a rough one. My car is broken. Again. I don't really know what I am supposed to do to fix it, or how I will get it fixed... Lindsey and I went to Wal*mart so I could pick up my pictures and so we could rock out with Guitar Hero- basically, we left and the ( Read more... )

'Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable...'

I loved it back in the day when everyone had a livejournal, and everyone posted religiously. 'Tis quite sad.

School is going well, I suppose. I hope this semester is better than the last. I need to figure out what I am going to do over the summer. Work is lovely- I absolutely ( Read more... )