ok so i didn't sleep at all last nite so i have been awake since ummm...
2:30 p.m. yesterday..
yeah
but im sooo not tired..
soooooooooooo around ummmmmm lets see 2ish
 i found the hottest guy at school on myspace and i added him and he was like i know you but i dont know you name and we started to talk
and we have alot n common and 
sigh..
im happy and ( Read more... )

confusion has over taken my brain
someone please help me
♥

ok...im not going to the doc to see wht the heck is wrong with me. cuz of my mom..SHE DOESN'T FEEL LIKE TAKING ME!!!!! i really dont like my mom she says her job is more important than her family..she has her priorities mixed up...i dont even care if i spelled that rite cuz im pissed ( Read more... )

THIS WAS THE BEST CHRISTMAS EVER! AND ON TOP OF THAT PATRICK SAID HE WAS SORRY FOR ALL THE CRAP HE SAID TO ME!!!! IT WAS REALLY SWEET..IT MADE MY DAY GO A WHOLE LOT SMOOTHER! LOL! I CANT BELEIVE THAT THIS YEAR IS ALMOST OVER! I THINK IM GOING TO CRY..BUT IM GLADE THAT ITS GOING TO B OVER CUZ IM TURING 16 IN OCTOBER..LOL.HAHA..IM ALSO GLADE CUZ THIS ( Read more... )

i feel like i just got punched in the face and in stomach...
patrick just sent me an email and i dont think i have ever seen so many cuss words n one email.
he just like knows how to kills someone spirt..
thats really not cool.
i didn't deserve thaat..
i just want to go crawl in a hole.....

guys i passed algebra ( Read more... )

God this sucks soo bad..i feel like im the only one not happy...i just found out some really depressing news and i havent stoped crying yet..my heart is just crush into peices..patrick already has a new girlfriend and i didn't think this would bother me soo much but it aparently does..god i thought things were going to go smooth but i guess i was ( Read more... )

Gas: $2.05
car: bunch of money
spending time with a friend and smoking 3 really hot guys at a red light: priceless
haha vroom vroom!!!

this is soo not cool..

he's gone and im really really sad and lonely....