UM hi everyone my kitty died and i'm very very very very very very sad about it. it was extremely unexpected and i miss her. i want my kitty back ( Read more... )

i broke up with daniel. i have ovarian cysts. fiona had seven babies, and their eyes opened. matt is really fucking hot ( Read more... )

so i kinda had my first REAL date last night. it was awesome. we went to in 'n out, then the beach, then up to clutters park to watch airplanes take off. it was obvious how used to this kind of thing he is, because he was totally calm and didn't seem to think anything of doing cliche teenage-like date things, like going to 'makeout point' (clutters ( Read more... )

UPDATE - Today

8:45 pm-12:30 am: made out with hot guy matt from work

12:45 am: attempted breaking up with daniel, managing to avoid subject of hot guy matt from work

1:45 am: negotiated 2-week trial period for daniel with daniel's sister, Julie

2:00 am: well fuck.

i've been bleeding since thanksgiving and the doctors don't know why. i have to make an appointment with a radiologist for an ultrasound to see if i have cysts or anything else ODD.

my tummy hurts.

i rang up john travolta today. HA. funny. he bought reindeer antlers and a santa hat for a dog. i kind of wonder why john travolta stopped at petco for a santa hat and antlers... i mean was this a planned stop or what?

So... last night dan and me went to see Finding Neverland with Matt and Mike and their friend Chris. I LOVE matt and mike so fucking much. we BONDED at Douggies bar mitvah and they gave me their belly button lint and now they will send me some more from New York since they're going back tomorrow morning. BUT i will see them again in a few weeks. ( Read more... )

feeling philisophical and mindless and wandering about an empty house your empty hands and tired feet stumble over pacing the clean-sweapt hardwood floor in a bout of rambling thoughts that don't have context or content or meaning to empty through a pencil into even, solid lines of beauty and restlessness take over too far past that line between ( Read more... )

somehow everything in my individuality seems so quaint and utterly useless against the knowledge of a new day. everything i've done to keep it so clear and well-defined is wasted because in the end i put on my uniform and makeup and walk out the door in an effort to seem normal again after months and months of failed anti-deppressants and anti- ( Read more... )

A week from wednesday..... puppy much?