what's a girl to do? i feel like i am helpless. like neil young ( Read more... )

well, i re activated my account. i know i know... these online thingys are lame. but im bored and i feel like it so what ever. anyways... brian is going to snoe.down. ooh man i am jealous but i am also happy for him. hes going to have the best time ever down there. and he's never been to a festival so this will be the closest thing to a good moe. ( Read more... )

... and when i'm with you i feel like i could die & it would be alright ( Read more... )

Ya know i was thinking... i shouldn't drink like i do. i mean, i don't really even smoke too much anymore. like i do but not a wicked lot and i haven't really done any drugs in a long time. i don't think i will. so that's why i think i've been drinking a lot lately. cause i havent been doing drugs. its cool i have fun when i drink, but i've been ( Read more... )

i drink alone, yeah with nobody else, you know when i drink alone, i prefer to be by myself. the other night i lay sleeping, and i woke froma terrible dream, so i called up my pal Jack Daniels, and his partner Jimmy Beam and we drank alone. yeah with nobody else, yeah, you know when i drink alone, i prefer to be by myself ( Read more... )

i am so sick and this sucks. i got home at like three in the AM last night, well this morning and couldnt sleep because as soon as i become horizontal i can't stop coughing. LAME. Brian went to hang out with laura today and i am jealous. i really wanna hang out with her shes so much fun ( Read more... )

when did all the silver chimes of laughter and sun drops of light fade into the dismal woodwork? why didn't i realize there was nobody to guide my hand, catch me if a fall and smack me if a faulter? i just can't fall or faulter, you know, i am already floored ( Read more... )

nobody likes me, everybody hates me, i guess i'll go eat worms. :(

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so i miss tessa. i wanna see her really bad :(. well anyways. New Years was pretty sick i went on a hay ride. and hung out with halley sean and brian. and drank some teas.. which i hadn't done in a while and that was nice. and then last night i hang out with my lindsay and chelsea and i miss them sooo much. and it was a good time. and prolly a ( Read more... )