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People are strange when your a stranger
Oh I am funny. I'm sorry for the lack of happy posts. I feel like an emo. Mood: Apathetic. Jesus Morgan! Get a grip! These are supposed to be happy times! Not sad! You're 19 for fuck sake! Please accept our sincerest apologizes for the inconvenience this has caused and the delay in resolving your issue. Go me.
Again. Talking to myself, maybe I am ( Read more... ) -
Theres a way, I know one day we'll surely find it.
So today is one of those days, one of the days where I need to be alone even though its probably not the best of ideas. One of those days where my mind is not where it should be and Im off thinking about dreams and the things I want but will never have. I hate when I get in these moods. It all started when we were listening to some very sad songs ( Read more... ) -
I'm a loser baby, so why dont you kill me?
Fuck,
I am such a fuck up some days. Why can't I just grow a pair and suck it up? Do something soooo very simple for someone that I care about? I guess its more nerves, that I have never done anything like such. Its fucking ridiculous and I'm pretty sure I could never do anything in that persons eyes to make them hate me but god I feel like a total ( Read more... ) -
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart
So I totally miss writing. I miss the freedom of the ink to paper or the fingers on the keyboard. Just spilling out whatever construded sentences pop into my head. I miss the misspelld, over thought about words that come to mind when I want to explain something. I miss hearing good poetry. I need good slam poetry where you can feel the words ( Read more... ) -
Writers Block Impedes
Ah, were to start?
Life is a big game that I continuiously fail at. I dont understand why though. I've been in very weird moods lately and I'm not sure what to do with them. I kind of just want to stuff them in a bag and pour cement in the bag and throw it into the ocean like Rose did at the end of Titanic. I would love to not care about the ( Read more... ) -
I know you'll be the sun in someone elses sky.
Why do I care so much about people and throw my self under the bus for other people and get nothing in return? Why do I put myself through so much agony? I give give give give give give and receive no respect or even an ounce of what I give back. What happened to the golden rule? What happened to love thy neighbor? I think it's bullshit. I am a ( Read more... ) -
I just really hope that you think of me.
I need out! its been decided! UGH! I hate realizing things about people. Its aweful. You think something COMPLETELY different then what they really are. They are not who you thought they were or are in general. Its all one big fucking game to most people they dont understand that their actions are pushing themselves away from the ones that care ( Read more... ) -
Mamma didn't raise me to be no victim
So. I'm addicted to Fallout 3. It's awful. That game is so terrifying and so much fun all at the same time. I blame Talyn. He's the one that forced me to buy the damned game.
Anyways. Life. Life is good. I had a very interesting weekend. Someone almost got stabbed. Well some random person in my apt complex. A guy and girl were fighting and the guy ( Read more... ) -
There will be no white flag above my door...
So hectic. Never a break. Go go go. Down the rabbit hole. Hang a left. 2nd door on the right. That's where you'll find peace. Oh. It's locked? Go find the key. Then come back. It will take you years. There will be times of hope. Times of sadness. But you'll find it. Its usually right in front of your nose. You'll smell the old metal. As it starts ( Read more... )
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