Today was a success from the start. I'm so glad that there is finally a sense of closure to this dramatic situation that has been boiling for entirely too long. However even in the answers, there are more twists to the plot. I'll forever remember this as the Twizzler Period in our lives.

You, Brandy, are the twist. Now you can tell me that you dont ( Read more... )

No more pencils, No more books, No more teachers' dirty loooooooooks. [Schooooooool's Out For Tha Summer]

...And the shit gets even more in-depth. You tell us to stop the drama, yet cause more. You tell me to keep my nose where it belongs, but poke into business that you have no right yourself to poke into. Epitome of hypocrasy? However I am not ( Read more... )

I've been....better as of late. I'm finally releasing some angry thoughts and feelings that have been inside of me for too long. I feel like I might finally find some artistic inspiration again. Its been so long, and I hadn't realized it until I sat here to write this entry.

Its a sad situation thats going on. It is, and I dont like it. But it ( Read more... )

So I talk to my beloved teacher friends. That didnt go as planned. Im never as depressed when im around them, or when im at school. Im in a completely different environment, somewhere where I'm free of thinking. It didn't help me out much either, that I started a high point that day. Lasted about 3 days I guess? And here I am now. Lets think of ( Read more... )

I started this year on a good foot, and then fell flat on my face into quicksand, and here I have sank eversince. I am mentally unhealthy. I am not getting better, Im getting worse. Even despite the fact that I somewhat halfway have a guy in my life now, I am no happier. I guess when it comes to something like that, in my broken heart I still long ( Read more... )

Let's suppose, if just for a second, that I went a little bit deeper. What if I pressed just a little bit harder? How does the thought of me not waking up tomorrow appeal to you? What if you suddenly started caring? Let's supose that they stopped staring at me, if only for a second.

Maybe if I was deaf, it wouldn't hurt as much. And if I went numb ( Read more... )

I want. I want to talk to someone. I want to meet someone new. I want to meet someone who will treat me right and use his syringe to inject my heart with an anti-dote for pain. I want to not be bored. I want to sleep. I want to dream and not wake up for weeks. I want to be beautiful. I want to be skinny. I want to be who I want to be and not who I ( Read more... )

...That the freckles in our eyes are mirror images, and when we kiss they're perfectly aligned.

Damn I havent updated in forever. I guess not much has changed. I get my license tomorrow. Im lonely. I recontacted Brent from forever ago. I just hope that this time around I can be smart enough to not expect anything. Im still holding on to Blake for ( Read more... )

Friday and Saturday have proved to be of the utmost eventful days. I <3 them.

The Espanol trip was great. I had so much fun with Julie, Kate and Brie-ana. Brie is so precious because she tries to sound polite and it comes out so rude. She hadnt been brought her drink yet, and there was this single one sitting on a table behind us on one of the ( Read more... )

Its fucking friday. Thank you. This week has left me exhausted just like I knew school would. But i think that I can say I have been in a better mood all of this week for the first time in a long time. Im moving on, Monica and I have reconciled, Brandy and I have gotten closer, Heaven helps my confidence. I guess this week has been pretty good. But ( Read more... )