This Spring Break has been nothing but SHIT. and that is all I have to say for tonight. other than the word FUCK fuckfuckfuck.

Okay, so allegedly its Spring Break....But im not seeing the Spring here. Where is my spring? WHERE THE FUCK IS MY SPRING? [insert angelic smile] I actually had some goals or whatever for this spring break, haha but i think that i have given up on them for the most part. But since I know you are a nosey bitch, and you are waiting to hear what they ( Read more... )

Haunted - Poe

Come here. Pretty please? Can you tell me where I am? You, won.t you say something? I need to get my bearings. I.m lost and the shadows keep on changing...

And I.m haunted by the lives that I have loved, and actions I have hated. I.m haunted by the lives that wove the web inside my haunted head. Ba da pa pa..... Don.t cry. There.s ( Read more... )

I look for relief, i look for blame, in the form of anger. Sometimes i act before i think through and know everything that i should know. Maybe thats not always my fault. I will confess that I have an anger management problem, however.

You'll probably find this eventually, if i dont tell you first, and I feel like i need to say more to you.

Two ( Read more... )

Finally, it is spring break. I thought it would never arrive. Today i have been catching up on all of the sleep which i have been deprived of over the last month, or 3 months haha. I sitll have a ways to go. My mom estimates that I.ve lost around another 30 pounds since December. Im afraid to find out for sure haha.

It was cool that you came up to ( Read more... )

I didnt even have to ask.  Fuck you.

Over the past three months, I am a completely different person. I used to keep to myself, and not want to go anywhere, not want to try anything. I lived in my room. And now my room is the last place that i want to be. Maybe I was fucked over one too many times...I hate the sight of my bed because i know I.m the only one sleeping in it. Now it seems ( Read more... )

Friday Friday Friday. The day that everyone so eagerly looks forward to at the beginning of each dragging hagging nagging week. Last Friday I was sick as a bitch. There was no place I wanted to be other than in my sweet bed sleeping. I managed to survive however, and had a quite splendid evening with Jennifer and Ms. Joslin (the French teacher from ( Read more... )

Today was a rollercoaster ride. Ive been a heart rate reading of emotions. up down up down up down down down. I relish in those moments that were great, however demons still come back to fuck with me. Im used to this now. However that doesnt mean that it doesnt make me want to drag just as depthy within my epidermis. Learn anatomy.

I talked to him ( Read more... )

"Mine's fake. Inanimate, but feels great to stimulate yer prostate."

Lord Peaches is the master of my desires.

Today has been most successful, and i feel as if i climbed a few steps on my spiral staircase. It was most highly amusing to hear of all the adventures i embarked upon whilst being intoxxxicated saturday night rizzle. Chocolate drops, and ( Read more... )