I hope all my angels and my ghosts had a great Christmas and New Year ( Read more... )

Have you ever wished you could just go back, to that moment when it all fell apart? To go back and say what you should have said then, or to take back altogether? I am having one of those moments now, and for the past couple of days as I have been pawing through pictures of friends, and comparing them to the strangers that have now taken thier ( Read more... )

I should be researchind St. John's Wort right now. Finding useless information for a useless school project in my health class, but I am not. I wouldnt say that I am necessarily inspired currently, but I felt the need to have the keyboard do my talking ( Read more... )

The dream always starts the same. *A phone call, a run in with "her."* Always the same. *There is an uneasiness about the interaction.* Bitterness makes a loyal friend. *Then hesitatingly she invites me over, for Skyver's birthday, or because Skyver misses me. We go over, both James and I, the tension is so thick it can be cut with a knife. ( Read more... )

SO, I am going about my day today, organizing the supply closet where I work, for lack of anything better to do, and the subject of member cliques comes up between my boss and myself. She mentions Herb Flemming, a long time club member with the greatest smile and the nicest disposition. I remember seeing on Nicole's desk a cancelation form for ( Read more... )

What to write, what to write ( Read more... )

So.... We have no computer right now, it might as well have exploded, its about that useful right now ( Read more... )

So....I had a very unpleasant weekend. I hung out with my friends, and although everything was smiles on the outside, I was bleeding inside. Some words that were said cut deep, even though the intentions to do so were not there. I decided earlier this week that I am going to send James the journal entry in here where I vent about how hurt I am ( Read more... )

So here I am ( Read more... )

Ok so it has been a while since my last little post. I am calm, and school has started. Our Midland trip was, for the most part a bust. We arrived late Friday, too tired to really enjoy the music after our long drive and fight with the tent and canopy. Saturday a storm blew into the grounds, and blew our canopy down, effectivly breaking it, and ( Read more... )