so its been about a year since ive used this journal. ive been back in chicago for about 5 months and im pretty damn happy about it. i have the best job ive ever had working at a coffee shop named dollop cafe. my girlfriend for 5 years dumped me about two and a half months ago.. it doesnt really suck, but what DOES suck is seeing her all the time ( Read more... )

i miss indiana

i was writing my essay for columbia.. i decided to stop, then i wrote mindless self indulgence rules on a piece of paper.. i put it under my bed so that i can read it whenever i like. and now im going to bed

i slept into 2005. but im actually kind of glad i did. oh well..

holy shit

lately ive just been working a lot. nothing really new except that im gonna be going to columbia at the semester. am i fucking stupid?! i really cant wait to start school and i cant wait for this year to be over with! 2004 sucked sooo bad! 2004 has a good ring to it but it was the worst year of my life by far. c'mown 2005! i cant wait to get into ( Read more... )

YEAH. havent really been doing anything.. i went to purdue this weekend and it was really fun. went to see saw.. the movie was pretty good but the acting was really bad. i loved all the stupid cursing in it.. the movie was so intense that it had characters yelling "FUCK THIS SHIT!" and "ILL KILL YOU, YOU SICK MOTHERFUCKER" it was pretty sweet. im ( Read more... )

What Band/song ( Read more... )

ive just been sitting here bored today.. and i thought a lot about iowa and how sweet it was there.. i miss it pretty bad.. i made some really awesome friends that i really dont talk to that much any more and that sucks.. going there was definately worth it and helped me out probably more than anything else could have for the time..i miss it.. i ( Read more... )

these past 3 nights have been the nights of self destruction...im with gary campbell tonight.. i havent seen him in forever.. so it should be a good night...