"Ya Allah..kau berikan kekuatan pada hambamu ini..sememangnya hambamu ini sangat daif disisimu. Kau tabahkan hati dan permudahkan perjalanan hidup hambamu ini.."

*silent tears*

Let the pain subside away from me..

Its has been a lonnnnng while since the last rant. More or less 5 months of absence from the blogsphere. So many things that happened thru out that period of time. Frustrations mixed emotions,laughters,tears I just try to brace thru every single day with all I can. I know being me is not easy. I must be tough to go thru all things in my life ( Read more... )

After a long rocky , beautiful 7 months journey of love,it all almost went down the drain.Indeed the reality verdicts is true.No one would survive LDR no matter how many figures of years been out placed in.When the more you think that you can struggle thru it,no never coz its always another party who will eventually gave up or just dont even bother ( Read more... )

Yes,i know.The title is damnfucking mushy and corny.Its actually inspired by some Malay novel that i stumbled upon yesterday.Still i think its catchy phrase.No wonder it sticks well into my mind until now.pfftt ( Read more... )

Im planning to get my own bachelor pad soon ( Read more... )

My health condition lately is not in a very good state. Had dirhea for almost 2 days which I'm still figuring out what's the culprit to it. Constant visit to the toilet is such a nice thing to do. At least it makes me move around a bit more than usual ( Read more... )

Some friends do ask me the tips of survival of my LDR . I never admit that my LDR is the best as an ordinary human,we cant escape from any flawless relationship despite the distance would be. Nevertheless,I would proudly admit that this is the BEST LDR that ever happened in my life (yeah as though I do have a lot of it la kan).Perhaps as for now we ( Read more... )

I just hate the current feeling now.
First of all,im all alone.Yes,it has been for 3 days alone.I've been mute for 3 freaking day without saying anything besides mumbling alone.

What drive things even worst,is when D is not around and i automatically developed some kind insomniac.I cant sleep at night and seriously i cant.Thank God that he's coming ( Read more... )

The first day of 2010 has been kind to me.Watching the happiness in each of my lolos face is truly fascinating yet memorable.
One of my lolos,Syazni got married with her beau.Their relationship been thru a lot of topsy-turvy along the road and Alhamdulilllah by watching their solemnization finally give a full stop to it.Yes,the bride & groom are ( Read more... )

Unlike the usual thing,this year around i didnt come across on setting any new year resolutions.Doesnt mean that i dont bother at all but its there's so many things ahead in 2010 that keeps me contemplating.Many uncertainties plan and questions to be answered.

2009 was a quite rough journey for me.Losing my loved ones and also new love found.Somehow ( Read more... )