it's breaking.

my father is the brightest man i'll ever know.
i'm taking his word on this one.

<3.
 

stayed home from work today. i did not sleep a second last night due to constant coughs and sneezes.
so i just read... i've started 3 books. [yes i am reading them all at the same time.]

they are:
- twilight (i finally decided i'd see what all the fuss was about)
- the stranger by albert camus
-the mysteries of pittsburgh by michael chabon

i ordered and ( Read more... )

i think last night went exceptionally well. roughly $3,000 was raised.
i was shocked at how many people ended up coming. and how well the silent auction went, considered we had scrambled it together completely so last minute. but it turned out really nice.

its very weird for me to see certain people, and certain groups of people together. mixed and ( Read more... )

Silver Birch against a Swedish sky
The singer in the band made me want to cry
We’re all inside our own heads now
We are leaving new friends
leaving this town
I wish you could be here with me
I would show you off like a trophy
The road it winds, it twists, it turns, oh my stomach burns

Once again I’ll be the foolish one
Thinking a blink of these ( Read more... )

i cannot, and probably for the sake of my heart and sanity, will not even begin to speak about this entire past week.

i haven't felt this way since chad left. although it's a completely different feeling..it all feels too familiar.
it's reversed and aged a lot, in these 4 years.
i am no longer also on the inside, but on the outside as well. coping. ( Read more... )

i miss parts of last year.

this past weekend was really what i needed.
i think i'll be out and about more often. i just need my goodn's everyday and i'm good.

so that's that .

oh and i'm obsessed with milow. and his verson of 50cent and jtimberlakes "ayo technology".

but anyways,
i was at work for 13 hours today. i'm spent.

i will see you in another ( Read more... )

i've enjoyed these past couple of days. it's been jam packed with all the people i love with all my heart, but never get to see.
it's incredible. i'm just sad i ever have to go back to work, but i've basically decided i'm going to start sacrificing sleep time for quality friend time.

it's time and wayy overdue.
i think i'm in love with morgan martin ( Read more... )

rundowns:

i moved into my own place tucked away on a ferry, where a road over i get to sit on the hood of my car and watch the water crash at night from the dam and the sound it so peaceful. i've read 5 books so far just in one month! wow. i've finished color classes at work, am in the progress of testing out while doing hair and makeup for the ( Read more... )

today is breathtaking.
countrysides with barns, flourishing plant life, old cars, and natures best.

and family homes 43 years old.
photos could not contain the moment just right, but i will have some up soon enough , thanks to my incredibly talented mother.

things are too beautiful to waste. ..or should i say ignore.
i am at a place, that's very ( Read more... )

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