ummm..lets see. i went to Rochester mon. my doctor yapped at me, and i have to go back in 2 weeks b/c i am cRAzY. so yeah i feel like i am in limbo with the whole food thing and i feel like i am sorta slipping back into shit but i guess thats a sign i really need more help than i am getting here. tommorro is my great grandfathers internment. ( Read more... )

ahh..i don't really feel like typing

yesterday was fun, got a sunburn then jason, sara, and cassie came over. we went on an educational field trip to Herrings, then meg, johnny, and ange came. went for a walk, the river beackoned me, am now not feeling too hot but it was worth it, hung around at sara's, then went home, josh and i watched part of phantom of the opera. it was fun. i ( Read more... )

laying around at home. i'm sick and i can't really breathe or talk but thats ok i'm still going to sara's tonight! i'm very bored so i may just read all day. mom wouln't let me just eat cereal. i hate food. hate it bad. hate me body..hate it real bad. considering lipo with a vaccum cleaner. anyway on to positive, i met josh's mom last night ( Read more... )

what a super cool community. i think you should really all join!http://www.livejournal.com/community/rad_randomness/

went to h20 land w/cass. it was alot of fun and i really needed to get out. "venus vagina trap." things eating wise have been really hard and i sort of had one of my periodical breakdowns today and decided i really need more help then what i am getting. i can't believe i am almost 16 and cannot feed myself. it's so depressing to know if i were ( Read more... )

today was boringly normal. i got the Phantom of the Opera though...woo hoo!!!! LOTR porno. hell yeah! when i told my mom about it i may quote, "I do not like the things that come out of your mouth, although that isn't the worst i have heard from there." i love her, i hope i never become a prude. oh and not that anyone cares but my therapist is ( Read more... )

You Are A Weeping Willow Tree


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so uhh..josh came over fri. night and we hung out in the cemetary and at the park for a bit. went to sara's yesterday for the night. met fire crotch...cassie, meg, sara, josh, jason and i rammed the roads and met nerds. watched the beginning of Gone With The Wind with sara. collen, aldrin and i gave ryan a haircut, and now i am bored and still ( Read more... )