hey it's been a while. highschool looks fun. Ryian and I broke up. I working on my homecoming dress and umm...i dont know what else is happening.

Oh and I have orange kool aid and you are just jealous/.

So last night the concert was awesome. The Hush Sound played a few songs that I had never heard before. The Dresden Dolls kicked ass. Brian took off his shirt and played the drums and it was hot. Then Amanda called out Brenden and they sang 'Hit me baby one more time' and it was hilarious. Then they played a black sabbath song. It kicked ass. Then ( Read more... )

So yeah i called and they havent responded yet. But i am waiting. When and if they say yes im going to ask my mom. ASAP. I would only be gone for a few months and Ive never been to California.

So yeah things still kinda suck but Im breathing. Yeah for the fourth i was up north. watch a parade, had a guy whistle at me, learned some new magic tricks and came home. My brother and mother pissed me off. I really do wish that I could go to California. I really wish my mom would let me. But I can't leave everyone behind. I can't leave me behind ( Read more... )

So lets see. Two days ago my dad found a baby robin that had been pushed out of the nest early and couldn't fly. We fed it and took care of it. Kept it warm. I named him Hizzlefits. Last night at about 10:55pm Hizzlefits and I sat there. Keeping each other company when he took his last breath and sighed and i sat there petting him and talking to ( Read more... )

Yeah so right now im being sucked into this black hole called reality. It really sucks and i dont know what to do anymore. my feelings are mixed. I dont know who i am and i am like uber depressed but my parents wouldnt care even if i told them this. What ever. In other news metro beach was today. It wasnt as fun as i thought it would be but ( Read more... )

So why doesn't everyone just outcast me? I dont see why not I mean I was just an outcast two years ago. I might even be one still and not know. But you know what dont fucking make me seem like the bad guy hear...I did nothing wrong ( Read more... )

It's been a while. For one the other day I almost passes out in track. Then on Friday I broke up with Steve. Now before you comment what a bitch I am read the following ( Read more... )

We are back from Tennesee a day early. I was home sick and I missed my mom. My family is alot cooler then a year ago. I acually like them. Loll. Anyways, I got home and my mom let Eric have Rex which is a Red Tagoo. He is the laziest lizard thing I have ever seen. Anyways, I got home and Mindy and I started talking about fortune telling and tarot ( Read more... )

I wanna listen to Roxanne which I'm 99.99repeating% sure that it is by The Police. Anyways today is easter and those kids keep waking me up adn I was like what the hell!?!?!? and completely scared Nicholas. Poor kid..i didn't mean to scare him. then Cridda's grandma gave us chocolate egg tuffles and dr.pop. She is soooo awesome. anywasy ima go now ( Read more... )