I wonder if my fear of meeting new people and starting over again is what's keeping me here ( Read more... )

I do not like being here ( Read more... )

Things to finish in the next two weeks...

Swatchbook (buy/start/finish)
Design journal (compile all classwork + collages... boooo.)
Study collection + research paper

Rationale for NMS

Sketchbook (50 drawings? 75? Shit, I don't know.)
Final project for drawing

Design Journal No. 2 (collages, sketches)
Portfolio

FFFUUU.

I'm not just an asshole, I promise ( Read more... )

Mon-
Hist. of Art I (12:30-3:20)
Fundamentals of 2-D Design (6:00-9:50)
Tues-
NOTHING!!!!!!
Weds-
Fundamentals of 3-D Design (1:00-4:50)
Thurs-
Vertebrate Paleontology (12:30-3:20)
Fri-
Garment I (8:30-12:20)

I really hate having 4 hour classes...

Went to the vet at midnight to put McGregor to sleep :(
Harry went a couple years ago, then emmett in september, and now i have no cats. :(

I remember the first day he came to us, I was on the front porch and he just ran up at let me pet him. I was scared of his little deformed ears, but he has been such a sweet cat, even though he used to piss on ( Read more... )

 Me and You and Everyone We Know is a fantastic movie.

"We have a whole life to live together, you fucker, but it can't start until you call..."

So now I am gearing up for Misanthrope Mondays. I always expect so much from people, and they always disappoint. I want to find someone that really cares. Friends are nice, but I just want someone to know ( Read more... )

I could literally listen to Enjoy the Silence by Depeche Mode 24/7. Found all sorts of remixes on their Singles Box and have been swooning/melting/whatever.
Bad Lieutenant is playing in Chicago on the 18th! It's the band formed from the New Order members, minus one member I guess. I'd love to see them. I don't know when I'll ever be able to see ( Read more... )

 Last night.
What else is new, really?
Darbee locked herself in the bathroom and passed out, and didn't respond for a good 45 minutes, and Marti just went to bed. That's fine I guess, people don't have the energy to care for anyone but themselves. I'm always left to be a mother and worry my ass off. I don't care that the people render themselves ( Read more... )

 Today was rainy and warm :)
But I was outside for about 5 minutes total, so I'm not really affected.
Spent the day drawing in the window (multitasking: creeping on passersby also), then got restless and started doing collages, and then got restless and sat in the crawl space next to the other bedroom. :)

So basically I put off all of the homework ( Read more... )