hmmm.... isn't it funny when things aren't black and white and all you want to do is make it all perfect. Oh well marshmellows will be marshmellows and coal will be coal and they will never taste good with each other!!

tootles

be back in boston soon, but no one ever reads this so I doubt no one will know....I'll be a ghost!!!

So I was reading my journal again, and it was filled with stupid drama like boys who suck and girls who are whores (i'm aloud to say that right ( Read more... )

This year I feel like i've lost a lot, friends that I have had many great experiences with, loves that I've questioned about, the fun I use to have, but mosly I feel like within me there is something lost. For the past couple nights I've had this dream where I feel like 500 hands are holding on to me, not letting me past anyone, but i don't fight ( Read more... )

I feel like shit!! I lost a friend...or actually I don't even know. I want to still be friends with her, but all of a sudden I feel like she doesn't even want to hang out with me.....PLEASE GOD YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE JUST TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED ( Read more... )

I got a tatoo!!!!!!!!!

Well a lot has happened since my last depressing couple of entries. I just finished working at the camp in Maine THANK GOD!!! I'm in California visiting one of my best buds, love him, and he's taking me to a sox game today....love him even more!!!! I was at first planning on moving to Israel, but some...well a lot of things changed and right now I ( Read more... )

I'm moving to Israel and joining the militart (so far thats the plan, it might change ( Read more... )

life is good, i've been working at the preschool and at the Farmers market, both absalutely fun places. I leave in a couple days to go work at the camp. This past week has been awesome and sunny, filled with sad goodbyes to my new military friends (they all left to Australia for a couple weeks but i wont see them till end of Aug.). Oh and i had an ( Read more... )

I have decided to go back to Israel. I'm not sure exactly why, but I know I really should go back and i guess now is the time for me to do it. I ran away from it way to long and thats not cool. So here is my tentative plan for then next year. I'll go to Maine and work and then ship all my stuff from Boston back to Anchorage and live there till Jan ( Read more... )

Ok so here i am in my room about ready to go to the local strip joint to play some pool and see how many guy my friend and I can get to ser dollars in front of us while we're up front. Yah thats a very common night here in Anchor town, its fun though. But really i'm thinking about how i think i'm falling in love with this guy (i've known him since ( Read more... )