he missed out on something amazing.

but this new boy.
he knows how to make my heart skip beats.
it's good.

way-to-go.

E><3

he's coming home.

he's coming home.

he's coming home.
he's coming home.
he's coming home.

yeah.
he's coming home!

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well.
life is alright.

i wrote my parents a letter [since i can't talk to them.]
and i explained whats up.
they somewhat understand now.
good.

so i have a date this weekend. :o)
matt.
he's funny.
yay.
my first official date EVER!

im excited.
i really hope he doesn't end up screwing me over though.
cause im really sick of that shit.
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so my parents are "very very disappointed" in me.
my mom was like.. "i'm not telling the family. i'm leaving that up to you."
and i was like.. "okay, so. it doesn't matter i don't care. why do i care what they think, anyways?"
and she was like... "yes, that's why i'm scared. you just dont care."
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so he had the nerve to blame me for not talking to him in over a month.
okay.
sorry, mr. busypants.
fuck that.
the phone works both ways.

tomorrow's christmas eve.
and it doesn't even feel like it.
i have to work.
bah.

well i hope everyone has a good christmas.
i love you all.
well there are only 2 of you who read this.
thanks.
<3

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i'm so sick of thinking about him, all the fuckin time.

he's knows what he does to me.
&
i let him continue to do so.

my friends keep telling me, "you gotta let go."
they say that i'm too good for you
&
maybe that is true.
but i just keep on loving you the way i did before.
you should know that i've tried to stop.
but you got that something.

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